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Thursday, June 06, 2002

Lately, I have been having extreme "go to Jesus" moments. You know, those days/weeks where nothing's wrong, everything's wrong. It's even hard to write down all the thoughts in my head. I restarted journaling last night and had to practically make myself stop. Even now as I type, I am remembering a prayer I prayed a while ago about going deeper with God. So far this week all the usual routines have been busted and I have been learning to go with the flow of life. I always thought of myself as pretty flexible but knew there were areas that needed stretching (nothing too major of course-yeah right!) Then I stopped and looked around, wondering why I was in pain. I realized I was and am, nose to knees in the middle of a stretching exercise. Thankfully, the Holy Spirit is with me, showing me how to breathe through the stretch and allow God to deepen it. It is pretty exhausting, but remembering His love is everything I need, carries me.