Saturday, May 31, 2008

Trying to Give Myself Motivation

I have been working on a book that is a synthesis of blogs, articles, and stories of our local community and other friends. The problem, of course, is that the hardest part about writing a book is finishing it...and I've been trying to finish it for about a year. So I wanted to post a portion of the introduction here and to hopefully have the people who still read my blog from time to time hold me accountable to finish. The book's tentative title is "What is Church? A Story of the Church in Transition." Here's the excerpt:

We Are Misfits


American culture has a love/hate relationship with misfits. We enjoy watching amateur singers on television make fools of themselves. We cheer when the unexpected college basketball team reaches the Final Four. We make celebrities out of the “little guys” who make us laugh, win the lottery, or beat the odds in some other way. But we find it difficult to imagine that we might be misfits ourselves. After all, misfits do not often become heroes, and they typically do not remain heroes for long.

This book is written for a certain kind of misfit, many of whom are just recognizing that not fitting in is more normal than they thought. They belong to a group of human beings who have a long history of not being able to square with the status quo. In fact, the Founder of their movement seemed to relish the fact that most of the words that came out of his mouth did not make much sense to the general population. Yet somehow, in spite of the mystery and unpopularity of his words, there have been groups of people ever since who have put his words into practice, into life.

Christianity is fundamentally a religion to be lived. This does not make it unique in the world of religions, but it does challenge a growing segment of religious culture in America that desires deeper “spirituality”. Christians seem to have a knack for putting flesh and blood on their faith, for good or ill. This is in part because of their stubborn belief that Jesus was a flesh and blood human being, commonly known as incarnation. Jesus was born, lived, and died on the same earth on which we still plant farms, build cities, and raise children. His world carried with it the same elements of humanity we try to manage in our world. He lived as most of the population of our world lives today – poor. Jesus had none of the privileges of wealth or birth right, so he spent an inordinate amount of time surviving. Within that context of anonymous survival, his ministry began. Soon he had gathered around himself a small group of “survivors”, men and women who had a variety of motives for being with him. Regardless, their common bond was that Jesus was someone they could follow. They were tired of the false piety and political maneuvering of the people who claimed to be their leaders. Most of them were trying to live righteously, or were at least trying to imagine themselves as something other than a sinner. These survivors needed someone they could get their hands on and hear his voice. When Jesus came along and said “Follow me”, they did not think, “Here is my next spiritual guru!” No, they followed him, and left nothing behind.

Christians have historically given this idea of lived religion a name - discipleship. In our culture, a disciple is someone who has studied under a famous researcher or professor, or an athlete who has mastered their sport under the tutelage of a hall-of-fame coach. But a disciple could also be someone who has read every book by a motivational speaker and attends all of her conferences. That reading and listening implies dedication, but not necessarily discipleship. To be a disciple of Jesus is a very serious thing if you read the gospels. He, in fact, seemed less concerned with his disciples actually understanding what he said and did. Rather, he wanted them to be attentive to how he said and did things, to learn his rhythm, his moves. Jesus knew he was modeling life, not just teaching ideas about God, so the real challenge for his disciples went far beyond buying into his particular interpretation of scripture or commentary on the future of the Jewish people. The challenge, his narrow-path, was if they would leave “home or brothers or sisters or mother or father or children or fields for me and the gospel.” The seriousness of his call to discipleship cannot be understated.

The god of individualism in our culture makes it difficult for us to conceive what it might look like to actually follow a physical Jesus. If he showed up at your doorstep or at your office and said, “Follow me,” with no qualification, he would probably get the same response we give most door to door salespeople. As Americans, we will protect our autonomy – with violence if necessary – even though we may freely give our allegiance to God, country, and other causes. However, Jesus did not ask his followers for their allegiance or their vote. His call went right to the heart of the matter. Who is your god? Who gets the final word in the way you live your life? “Follow me” punctures all that we manufacture as spirituality or religion like a child’s balloon. We stand there, our nets in hand, at the tax-collecting table, at the grocery store, in our cars, at our jobs, with our families, in our neighborhoods…and he waits for us to decide.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Wealth is Boring

You can tell a lot about a culture from observing the back of its vehicles. Case in point:



Yes that is a Ferrari...and yes, that is a fish. Well, uh, oh, maybe, uhhhh....

Don't even try to explain it. Just bask in the glow of all that is South Florida.

Our company is currently doing a number of projects in Palm Beach - large homes, condo renovations, hotel renovations. I've been on 'the Island' - as we call it here - quite a bit over the past few weeks. On Friday I had a few minutes to kill before a meeting, so I drove around Worth Avenue and the surrounding area. Me and my sleek, high-performance (but paid for!) 2000 Nissan Frontier passed by every make and model of luxury car you could think of. There were tanned middle-aged men in white-linen finery walking their poodles (you think I'm kidding.) And store after store of anything the average multi-millionaire would want or think they need.

And every single bit of it was boring.

Sure, the first time you see a brand new Ferrari speeding by you on the interstate is cool, but not the one thousandth time. It's neat to walk around in a 20,000 sq.ft. home with more air conditioning than your average supermarket...but after a while they all start looking the same. Stuff is stuff. When you have more money, the stuff is a little nicer and more exotic, but it's still stuff.

Oh yeah, and all of those rich people are bored out of their skulls too. There is nothing to do when you're rich, except be around other bored people. Believe me, I know some of these people...they are begging for something interesting to do.

You know what is interesting? Go be around some average people. Go spend some time with someone who is happy having a few friends in their house and sharing a simple meal. And don't act like having money will solve all of your problems. Stop playing the lottery. Stop joining the latest make-it-rich-now marketing scheme. Enjoy what you have. Enjoy who you are with. See what God is up to right in front of your nose.

Saturday, May 03, 2008

Moving Forward

Previously I have written on this blog and elsewhere about the influence of AA on our local community, The Well. Both the steps (as a means for spiritual transformation) and traditions (as a means for keeping ourselves centered on that transformation) have been extremely helpful for imagining what a Jesus-led underground movement looks like in Jupiter, Florida. But what about supporting a larger community of allies, a community of communities that have the kingdom of God as their primary concern? What can AA teach us about initiating and sustaining a network such as this?

In a follow-up post to the discussion that has been taking place over the past week, Mark van Steenwyk asks an important question:

"In these times of transition, really cool things happen. But at these times of transition it is just as likely that misguided attempts at cool things can happen. So, where do we go from here?"

As I said in my last post, our experience of this transition has been anything but cool. We have met some cool people and simple community can be a wonderfully cool breath of fresh air, but we have also had to endure quite a bit of pain, loss, and confusion. We've struggled with vocational issues, raising families in a climate of uncertainty, and this general gnawing sense that we just aren't quite where we want to be yet. For many of us, we've been reluctant to try anything significant because...well, honestly...this transition has been keeping us pretty busy. Recovering from a life filled with cultural addictions is not something that happens overnight. In fact, it seems the farther I go, the more I see that needs to change in me and in our way of life.

AA's steps one and two go hand in hand:

1. We admitted we were powerless over alcohol—that our lives had become unmanageable.

2. We came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity.

I believe where we go from here is to begin articulating for ourselves and the church that our lives have become unmanageable, that by ourselves we are powerless over the kingdom of 'me' and all of the cultural realities that kingdom has produced. We can practice step one in a variety of ways - by continuing to nurture simple communities of faith that have a vision of God's kingdom, through art, through being with the unwanted or ignored, through love rather than becoming another brand of entrepreneur. We must see those things not as ends in themselves, as if they were what God was wanting us to do all along instead of planting churches or saving the world. Rather, they are spiritual disciplines - avenues of God's grace - to get us out of the way. Within AA, there is no recovery without step one. We'll never move through transition without it.

The second step is learning how to express that there is no future without God's provision. Our addictions will kill us, literally. I am just beginning to come to terms with this reality myself. For example, questions about the sustainability of our economics are not just a way to keep coffee-shop conversations entertaining. When the bank takes your house, there's not much to debate anymore. Drastic change is required. "So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Not just something cute to put on your refrigerator door. Those are revolutionary words and if we took them seriously, it would turn the world upside down.

AA's fifth tradition reads, "Each group has but one primary purpose—to carry its message to the alcoholic who still suffers." If we become people who acknowledge that we are powerless over our cultural addictions without Jesus and the authority of his kingdom, I believe it opens the door wide open for God to move among the suffering around us. Excuse me, but when did 'missional' become a new organizational strategy? Go read your Newbigin people. It's God's mission. Can you picture a group of alcoholics organizing a slick promotional campaign to convince new members into their society? That's why tradition eleven exists - "Our public relations policy is based on attraction rather than promotion." In other words, alcoholics just go tell their story to other addicts and let God take care of the rest. Anything else would be a disaster.

Voicing our addictions to culture (what Bruggeman describes as confronting 'numbness'), giving our allegiance to God's kingdom and learning how to rest in his provision, and witnessing to God's transformative power among our suffering friends and neighbors are a few of the lessons we can learn from AA as we move forward. This has been brewing in me for a long time. I would appreciate any feedback as well as any further insights as we explore what God is doing.