Friday, March 23, 2007

The Spirit and the Emerging Church

Sorry I haven’t been posting much lately. Thankfully Amber has been writing so at least you don’t think we’re dead.

I’ve been meaning all week to post some observations from our trip to Cincinnati last weekend. One observation really…concerning the ministry of God’s Spirit in the emerging church.

A few months ago I wrote another installment in my (now six-month long) series of posts on rethinking five-fold ministry. That post was on prophetic ministry and challenged the popular definitions by both the charismatic and socially-minded corners of the church. In it I referenced Bob Eckblad and his ministry, Tierra-Nueva, based in Washington state. Last weekend, I had the opportunity to hear Eckblad speak and sit in on a Q&A session with him and about 30 representatives of missional / simple churches around the Midwest.

Eckblad’s message is simple: vast portions of the church and ministries that support bringing justice to the world, ministry to the poor, and advocacy for the weak have divorced the demonstration of God’s power - specifically healing, deliverance, and prophetic proclamation – from their theology and praxis. His argument is not primarily an academic one, although he is certainly capable of making a well informed biblical argument for the necessity of integrating the charismatic and social justice streams. Rather, he has had profound first-hand experience, both of God powerfully intervening in his own life and in the lives of those his ministry has touched for the past few years.

After telling his story, he invited people to come forward and receive whatever God wanted to give – empowerment, encouragement, healing, release. I was able to participate in some of the ministry during that time and had the pleasure of watching the Spirit touch a few people in a profound way. Later, during the Q&A session, many shared both their excitement and curiosity, as well as their skepticism and pain associated with previous negative experiences. One question that arose several times dealt with the issue of suffering. Namely, what do we do if people do not get healed or delivered or touched? In our own group of friends who helped host the event, we have had two brothers die in the past year from serious illnesses. Yet, Eckblad told many stories of healings occurring from illnesses just as serious and potentially life-threatening. This incongruence justifiably produces some difficult questions, but where should those questions leave us?

On the flight home, I was replaying in my mind some of the responses and questions from that conversation. It dawned on me that much of what was said was rooted firmly in a Western, rationalistic worldview. Upon reflection, this honestly surprised and disturbed me. Here are people, who for the most part have identified themselves with God’s kingdom and aligned themselves with his purposes. They are reflecting on the implications of living as a disciple of Jesus in America in all aspects of life. They are experimenting with new forms of church and learning how to blur the typically rigid ecclesial boundaries. They are also aware that traditional evangelical readings of scripture fall short when it comes to awakening the average Christian to the socially prophetic realities of God’s rule on earth. Yet, when confronted with a person who shares all of these concerns, but is actively participating in the demonstration of God’s power as a normal element of day-in-day-out ministry – of life, really – they end up sounding more like functional cessationists than people convinced that God as Spirit is working in world to make things right, in spite of any rational data they might have to the contrary.

Of course, to be fair, it is not like I stand here as someone flowing in the supernatural power of God as naturally as hopping on my bike and riding to the grocery store. However, to whom much has been given, much will be required. I have had some wonderful experiences and models related to healing, deliverance, and the prophetic specifically. Those experiences and examples compel me to keep seeking and experimenting in our current context. I am also interested to “practice” with others who have the same hunger for God’s presence. This is, naturally, not meant to exclude the expressions of Christian life we have been tasting of and growing in – worship, contemplative practices, one-anothering, sharing of each other’s burdens, becoming more acquainted with God’s Story and interpreting the scriptures as a community. It is simply recognition that God is spirit, and so are we. The “unseen” nature of God’s kingdom is not just that we do not fully see how he is setting the world right or will set the world right one day. It is that he operates both at a level we can see – within the relationships and earthly contexts we find ourselves in – and in the “heavenly” realm of spirit and spiritual power. It is the latter that the western, rationalistic worldview is woefully ill equipped to understand or deal with.

If the emerging church, however you wish to define it, is to truly become an agent for change in Western Christianity, and hopefully a unifying force, then it must be willing to lay down its pride regarding the supernatural. No, we cannot understand why God heals some people and doesn’t heal others. In the emerging church of Africa, when a child is dying of AIDS or a young woman is suffering from a tumor and has neither the means or opportunity to have it surgically removed, there is not much discussion why God might heal one but not the other. Both are prayed for and guess what…often they are both healed. Our questions are valid, but they should not paralyze us from joining in on what God is doing. We haven’t shied away from the complications related to the huge cultural shifts occurring around us and the impact those shifts are having on church. Likewise, we should not shy away from diving into what God is doing, both seen and unseen.

In the end, this question must be dealt with corporately as God’s people in community. We will not make headway by sitting alone with our questions or passively ignoring portions of our discipleship that do not make rational sense. Experience proves that people who truly follow Jesus will be given the necessary discernment and wisdom to grow in areas that just don’t fit in our western framework. But, we have to be willing to trust each other, and more importantly, trust God’s Spirit. After all, if following Jesus requires us to “take up our cross” daily, to deny ourselves, to lose control, then trusting God’s Spirit to teach us all everything about his nature and his power should not be any more of a stretch than trusting that he will one day raise us all from the dead.

After this weekend, I am actually very hopeful and excited for what I see God doing. He really is bringing together portions of his church that have been divorced for eons. To think we get to be a part of that reunion, to become fully whole, is a thrilling proposition.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Process

It is amazing how time of reflection helps you really get in touch with whatever process God has you in. The Feast of St. Patrick was such a good attitude adjustment for me. It followed a wonderful time of healing with old friends from the Vineyard in Gainesville a few weeks previous to our journey to Ohio. It is always good to be reminded of who you are and what you have and where you have come from.

Mike and I met some wonderful friends and also got to put names and faces together.
The weekend gave a few new heroes to my growing list. The Florida crew sends a deep heartfelt thanks to all of those in the Natti who pulled it off. You all are such servants. Speaking of servants our parents spent quality time with our kids. We are very grateful for that gift. Not to mention my parents-in-law stayed a few extra days and helped me get some projects checked off my list. they just left today at lunch and life is returning to its normal hum

The kids are riding their bikes, I am making dinner, Mike is at work, but there is something deeply different in me. The type of different that happens supernaturally in an instant. I almost can't put words to it, but I am excited and I don't know why. I am hopeful but have no tangible reason to be hopeful. I am patient...well ok that is pushing it but you know what I mean:-) everything is the same but I am different and for that I am grateful.

Be watchful, Aslan is on the move. You may run in to him right when you least expect it. Peace to all in the house

Monday, March 19, 2007

Out with the Old...

Today, we cleaned out the play room. Our kids are at the age where inside toys have little appeal. All they want to do is be outside, ridding bikes, running around and swimming in the pool. I cleaned out and donated over 20 bags of toys from our play room. I want to give it to some young family just starting out. I know we were blessed with so much our first few years and I want to add to that tradition. Besides, the kids play with the same three toys anyway. So, no more gifts for Christmas and birthdays. Give us adventure...or put money in the college fund. We really want our kids to start learning now how to live simply and save more and not live in excess. I guess it needs to start with me so...Good Will here I come:-)

Friday, March 09, 2007

Timing

It is interesting to think about the concept of timing. (You know…God working on another reality outside of time and us trying to get him to work on our time table). I don’t know if anyone else does that, but I do at timesJ

I remember when we first moved to South Florida after being in Gainesville for nearly 10 years. We had just had our first baby and I was so lonely. I remember that feeling of being the only one in a particular situation. I was praying while playing with the baby and had a great inspired idea to start a moms group. I just KNEW that there had to be other moms in my boat and by goodness I was going to find them. I made up flyers and dropped one off at all the doors in our neighborhood. Almost 800 doors over 1 week’s time. I just walked Jackson in the stroller and canvassed the area. I look back at it now and laugh. I had a great play date planned and guess what…not one call. I was devastated and even mad at God. “I don’t understand God? I feel like you gave me an amazing idea and I acted on it and nothing…all that work and then nothing?”

Well, I think I was a little early. Does anyone else feel a little early? It is interesting looking back over the last 5 years. I actually did have the opportunity to create several moms groups and develop a small business around it that eventually grew to big to just do a little bit and I had to transition out of it. But all of that happened with me being intentional and acting within God’s acting.

Currently we have a house and a car than needs to sell. I think it is ironic that Mike and I are talking about “alternative” streams of income for the emerging church planter at thin space and we are getting hit on all sides financially. It is pretty typical and comes with the territory I guess. Mike and I just ate lunch and began brainstorming some ideas that we could do and I was reminded of timing. And that God is never late. He knows just what He is doing. Last week, we were blessed with an unbelievable scholarship for school next year for our children. It came out of left field. My mouth was literally open from shock as I sat in the principles office. As she spoke I felt like it was God blessing us with his mercy. I didn’t even have the courage to pray for that. I was at home afterwards, and I distinctly remember throwing away some trash and as I opened the lid to the trash can I felt like God said “This is my gift to you.” So I don’t know what God’s timing is in all of this. I just know that eventually this part of our life’s puzzle will make since.

Take courage dear friends. Aslan is on the move. Pray that outrageous prayer. It may be hours, days, weeks or years before it opens up before you, but God is moving and calling and blessing and building His kingdom. You are right were you are supposed to be.

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Kingdom Workshop

I thought I would stoke the blog fire here by saying thank you. Mike is busy writing a book so his posting is sketchy and it may take days for him to throw it up here.

This weekend our little band held a kingdom workshop. We hosted new friends, old friends and visiting friends. It was a wonderfully encouraging time. It was interesting to realize how many people keep up with the story of our journey here on this blog and never comment or let us know they are there. Like our new friend Brian who has been reading for years and never let us know but had the courage to come to our little kingdom gathering. We want you to know that we really appreciate your thoughts and prayers. Honestly, it is ok to send Mike and I an email and let us know who you are and what you do. Actually that feeling you may have to reach out may be a prompting from the Holy Spirit for much deeper reasons…so I encourage you to act on it! This journal allows us to connect with so many, so if you have been reading and watching for awhile and ever thought "I'd like to tell them hi but I am a little nervous to reach out." I am calling you out. Drop us a line or give us a call.

Lastly, a deep heartfelt thanks to our visiting friends from Gainesville who blessed us with their lives and their giftings. We are better for it. Much better in fact but that may be lost in blog translation.

Blessings to all who read in the deepest core of yourself. Your dreams and your passions are good and I challenge you to go for it! The Kingdom of God is waiting for your expression…… so jump in! The water is great.